I'm tired.
Suddenly, i just dont want to move.
I don't want to think...
suddenly.. im not efficient at work.. for the first time, i felt i don't belong anymore.
I have done so much, but nothing was appreciated.
I feel useless and powerless..
I feel i have no control over anything anymore...
i suddenly lost interest...
i suddently cannot concentrate...
it runs constantly in my mind that im lost...
im at lost at home.. i feel that im falling short at all my actions..
im just frustrated at life right now..
am i failing?
i feel that im failing as a person...
im failing my family..my colleagues..
i suddenly feel unwanted... useless...
but still my sanity prevails...it has to..
i have to try and put myself together...every time.
even with heavy heart, i still report to work..and work..
i have to put on a happy and determined spirit, to make all this work.
for my family. nothing else.
so help me God...
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