Wednesday, February 8, 2012

To my baby Keann Deangelo R. Salvan....

You came as a surprise to mama and papa, But we accepted you with all our heart..

The nine months with you were the busiest mama and papa had been...

While you were in my womb, mama and papa were having our ups and down, but thanks to you, we held on..

And from then on, we started planning for our family's future. We were gettting ready for your arrival to the family...

Kuya Karl and Kent, every night practiced singing your lullaby. Kuya Karl even composed a song for you...

The Three Little Butterfly
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The three little butterfly, the three happy butterfly.
They happy get a nectar and back to the honey house..
The friend the bee are happy....
lubeelubeebuuuu...



Every night they would talk to you thru mommy's tummy, and you talk back thru your taekwando kicks.

Mama and papa and your kuyas cant wait to hold you in our arms....

The days before your arrival were the longest, still. Mommy and kuya kenneth would walk and walk until you came...

When it was time to go to the hospital, mom waited in labor for 2 hours, but you never came...

Until at 10:51 of Feb 5, 2012 you were lifted from mama's tummy thru a caesarian section, that left a scar that we will forever share....

As my whole body was shivering from the meds, i was patiently waiting for your cry, But it never came...

On the morning of Feb 7, when your doctor personally came to me and explain your situation, i felt something was wrong.

But we were hopeful that within 72 hours or more there is still hope.....

By 4pm, i felt it...

When lola started preping me to see you at NICU, i braced myself. I pretended to be strong for you....

While i was holding you, i felt you heard my lullubye i was singing for you. The one we prepared to sing for you, because
you hold my hand back....

THANK YOU KEANN FOR WAITING FOR MAMA....

I whisphered to God and asked for a miracle..and i realized YOU ARE ALREADY MY MIRACLE...You have waited painstakingly for mama to be ok, before you said your goodbye...

Our 20minutes together was not enough but you made mama happy nevertheless...

I love you my baby angel, and you will be forever in our hearts...

2 comments:

  1. Condolence...sorry this happened.. I know this is very hard for you.. But one thing's for sure.. your baby angel is happy with the Lord...

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  2. My hearts breaking reading this. :( But im sure he'll be in a happy place playing with butterflies he can't count. Be strong. Find comfort in His plan.

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